In · the · Eyes · of · MKL

Just like this journal comes and goes, my emotions get me again tonight. I let things get too harsh before I scream. May I state I love my job and the experiences it has givin me, but when I can not join one of my best friends in his celebration when he is getting married for a mere few hours, makes me think is it a job, or have the bruises and lashings show through my work shirt?

***RANDOM*** this is a quote i just stated to someone i thought was good {for me anyway} "I really fell hard for him though, and sometime you look at things in a different light source"


i feel like running away tonight, but i am so trapped in this stick built house, i can't escape like I do in my apartment, so I do the next thing and jot down my thoughts. I think the dinner I had with Kelly made me open my eyes once again in my young life.

I have a POUNDING headache that will not go away. HATE.

i have a lot of HATE right now in my body, thank goodness I a going to pound a few balls on the course tomorrow. I think i need a good day off. a day i don't drink, i don't work on work, i just have me time and be me and go back to me


i really need to change this background color. . .it is quite terrible. . .carpe diem


I just need to cuddle i think . . .that is it.

Let it go for 2008...

by T. D. Jakes


There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this!

When people can walk away from you:

Let Them Walk.

I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,
loving you, calling you, caring about you,
coming to see you, staying attached to you.

I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you

Let Them Walk.

Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The Bible says...

They came out from us
that it might be made manifest
that they were not for us.
For had they been of us,
no doubt they would have continued with us.

1John 2:19

People leave you because they are not joined to you.
And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.

Let Them Go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,
it just means that their part in the story is over.
And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over
so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead.

You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over.

Let me tell you something.
I've got the gift of good-bye.
It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye.
It's not that I'm hateful,
it's that I'm faithful,
and I know whatever God means for me to have,
He'll give it to me.
And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.

Stop begging people to stay.

Let Them Go!!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you
and was never intended for your life,
then you need to...

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains...

LET IT GO!!!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth...

LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you...

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge...

LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction...

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
talents ..

LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude...

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...

LET IT GO!!!

If you're stuck in the past
and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him...

LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship....

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help
themselves...

LET IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed...

LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation
that you are so used to handling yourself
and God is saying "take your hands off of it,"
then you need to...

LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past.
Forget the former things.

GOD is doing a new thing for 2008!!!

LET IT GO!!!

Get Right or Get Left..
think about it, and then

LET IT GO!!!

"The battle is the Lord's!"

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